I like this look also... Looks like I'll have to buy colored contacts so I can do all three. I love all the options women have that men don't. That's why I love being a woman.

I also love green eyes and red hair.

I just love the look of blue eyes and red hair.

I just found this picture taken near Christmas 07. I bought this dress for Christmas Parties.

I have been so busy with work that I haven't had much time to let Bree shine. That will change soon.

You Should Wear Pink Pearl Lip Gloss

Sheer, luscious, and over the top flirty.

Guess I need to go shopping for new lipstick and gloss!

And I answered honestly!

You Are 88% Feminine, 12% Masculine

You are totally in touch with your feminine side. Chances are, you are a very typical woman. And if you're a guy, then you're just super sensitive.

Or a Crossdresser like me!

I was born male and spend most of my life in male mode but, I LOVE letting the "girl" side out!

I have some very good, strong relationships with women. Here are some comments my female friends have said to me long before I told them my "secret"!

"Oh, your just one of the girls to me" , "I swear, your half female" "I just see you as one of my girlfriends, you're very comfortable to be with and talk with".

It was really those statements that made me comfortable enough to open up to them and talk about my "feminine side". I now have 6 "girlfriends", genetic women, that know about Bree and have interacted with my femme side. With some, I do my makeup, dress up and we go shopping, meet for coffee or lunch, just fun girl time, with others it's just conversations about what I feel and how to deal with it. I have tried NOT to be femme, and not to dress up... I don't know how NOT to really, it just seems that I'm wired differently.
I am BreeAnn.


I'm going to be 53 soon. For 49 years, I have felt very much like a girl.

I'm starting this journal because I just need to talk about how I feel. I always feel very feminine. People say I'm not supposed to feel this way because I was born a boy. But how is it that a little boy of 4 or 5 years of age already knows that he wants to be a girl? It has nothing to do with sex because at that age he has no idea what that is... he just knows that everything he likes and wants to be is supposed to be reserved for genetic girls. The gender identity doesn't match the body. Just to be clear, there is still a very strong attraction to females... no attraction whatsoever to males... (in fact I don't even know what genetic girls see in men most of the time) :)
I'm a married hetrosexual guy, who loves appearing female.

I remember wanting to wear a dress at that early age. I remember playing dress-up with my sisters and the neighbor girls. I had favorite outfit that was part of the dress up wardrobe, it was a little white wedding type dress and I used to love to put it on and pretend I was a girl. I remember that while all my siblings were watching cartoons in the living room, I used to put it on and sneak out the backdoor just so I could go outside as a girl.

A couple years ago, I was asked a very funny question from my good friend Sheryl, when we were talking about the fact that I love to dress as a woman, she asked..."Can't you just play with some Barbies or something"? I loved that reaction, it made me laugh.

From here on I'll write a little about growing up and having to hide my girly side... then we'll explore the woman I feel like today.